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FYI, I mostly write under caffeine influence lol so don't take the writing too seriously, okay :)
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"Perencanaan, seperti utopia. Melukiskan keadaan masa depan yang dinginkan,
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When I was in high school, a friend asked me what kind of career I would be pursuing in the future and the foolish me answered almost in no time that any career would be fine as long as it was not a teacher. I seemed so convinced back then. With the naive-most likely mengarah ke idiotic- my way of thinking, I simply correlated ‘teacher’ with ‘study continously for the rest of our life till I go bald and covered with wrinkles’ so that got me be like,...”Thanks but hell no” lol, little did I know that life was one giant joke which put constant changing and eternal learning as its main prank. So, here is the message for the my younger self: “ You are screwed, sucker!!! ” *literally doing an LOL to the point cries my eyes out while laying under my working desk. Does anyone remember the famous Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs? No? Picture taken from here There, take a look! The high school version of me only revolved around breathe-eat-sleep-repeat cycle. Not much but tha...
I am not in a good mood today. dan mood bisa saja merusak semua hal yang dirangkai di hari sebelumnya. begitu juga dengan komitmen memberiku... tadinya aku benar-benar tidak peduli apakah aku sudah melakukan pemberian atau belum, dan dengan emosi yang mengendalikan fikiranku, tiba-tiba 29 challenge terdengar begitu konyol dan desperate. aku memutuskan untuk berhenti dari tantangan ini, tapi... masa iya begitu saja?, ini baru 6 hari dan hanya karena ada beberapa hal yang berjalan dengan buruk bukan berrti aku bisa seenaknya mengacaukan segalanya -walaupun secara teknisnya bisa karena ini adalah hidupku dan aku bisa melakukan semua yang ku mau-. saat terbaring di tempat tidurku aku mulai berfikir lagi...aku mencoba mengingat keseluruhan hari dan mencari tahu apa akar dari buruknya hariku hari ini. dan aku mendapatkannya... aku juga ingat bahwa ternyata aku sudah melakukan pemberianku. tadi siang, aku berbagi makanan pemberian ibu kost dengan teman-temanku di kampus. aku senang mereka...
Jakarta, April 5 th 2018 I don’t really understand myself why I decide to make this lame letter but then again, I don’t want this ‘mengganjal’ feeling keeps bothering me so I need to 'make peace' with it -through this letter-. I promise that I won’t use depressing ‘cry me a river’ writing style in here lol so endure it just for a little while alright? And there we go: Where do I start? Uhm, how about the beginning of all of this? Okay, ready? Once upon a time, a weird naïve girl met a boy who was just as weird. With the help of a strange fate, they didn’t slay any dragon nor found a mountain of hidden treasures since it wasn’t that kind of story anyway lol but at least on that moment, an absurd platonic story between them just began. . We didn’t talk much. Only once or twice a year, to be exact *inserts another pathetic lol in here But still, there was something between us, as my friend claimed. She said that there was an unspoken feeling between us....
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Find de lesson already?
I hope so.
thanks for the comment anyway :D