Lesson Learned

Mengikuti tradisi akhir tahun dari blog-blog kesayangan gue, saat ini gue ingin turut mencoba membuat end-year list untuk Music Video favorit yang gue tonton via youtube selama tahun 2015. But , yeah mari menggaris-bawahi kata but untuk menegaskan bahwa mungkin list ini akan sedikit berbeda dengan list-list blogger kebanyakan. Lo nggak akan menemukan ulasan teknis yang pintar tentang lagu ataupun video musik di sini, alasannya? well, alasannya sesimpel karena gue memang nggak ngerti tentang aspek mendetil sebuah produk berwujud musik maupun video. Iya, gue sedungu itu. So…let’s make it as clear as possible bahwa gue cuma akan menulis apa yang terlintas di kepala gue atau sensasi yang terasa di hati ketika melihat dan mendengar MV ini dimainkan. Alright, mari dimulai 1. Hold My Hand_Jess Glynne Why I love this song: Paduan lirik “Break my bone, but you won’t see me fall” dengan suara se bold punya Jess Glynne? efek yang paling kentara adalah kekuatan magis unt

Soo...here it is, my second writing ketika lagi selo ga ngejar dedlen. It’s been a kind of sentimental days for me lately so let me just add this embarrassing note I’ve made when I stuck in insomnia last night so that I could complete my self-humiliation. Thank you in advance for your endurance btw, LOL.

I’ve built a very thick wall, Put on a mask and wore suit of armor. I’ve hided my heart, buried it in a really deep place I didn’t remember it existed. Yet, still…those weren’t enough. I’ve been getting knocked very hard, very hurt. I’ve been getting smashed so many times I don’t know how to survive this battle. Mom, I need a pain killer. I need a pain killer to keep me sane, I need a pain killer to light the solitude that haunts me every night. Mom, I am injured. I am injured pretty bad I don’t know how to survive this gamble. I thought I’ve prepared but by the end of the day those scary things come and stay. They won’t go away.

   Picture Source Well well well, Akhirnya part terakhir dari seri favorit gue, The Hunger Games, keluar juga. Gue yang tahun lalu dibikin geregetan sampai-sampai ingin menggigit penonton di belakang gue yang berisiknya sudah kayak lagi main gaplek di pos ronda, pada akhirnya bisa move on dari memaki2 part 1 yang kerasa dipanjang2in dan menyucikan hati untuk menonton Mockingjay Part 2 ini *btw, cara ngasih imbuhan pada kata dasar ‘suci’ gimana sih?* As a fan –tolong jangan ngebayangin kipas angin- saat detik-detik awal film diputar dan melihat muka Katniss nongol dengan mode zoom in maksimal di layar dan suara serak yang ngebikin gue berpikir ‘anjir.horror.banget.ini.gue.salah.masuk.studio.apa.begimana’ gue mendadak merasa khawatir bahwa gue akan kecewa dengan seri finale ini. Alasannya? lol I have no idea. A woman doesn’t need any logical reason to be unreasonable, though. *kemudian nama gue distabilo sama semua feminist di akhirat lol* Thank God firasat gue salah. D

(No, this post is not  about Adele's newest song. So please get back here and stop rollin on that floor for Taylor's sake) Dear, you The one who has been being -so called- my secret admirer since about 2 or 3 days ago. First of all, excuse me because from this point forward, I’ll use English entirely to avoid such awkwardness –yes, writing letter for a total stranger is kinda awkward for me, so once again pardon my pride- and second of all, there is no sarcastic meaning intended in this writing so if you find this post of mine is offensive, please don’t be. As a preface, I want to say thanks - a lot - for the gift you left on my desk and the chocolate ice cream you’ve put in the PSPPR fridge, that was very very sweet of you. Believe it or not, everyone in my room is losing their mind right now, trying to figure out who you really are. But it’s okay, I am totally fine since no one has this urge to kill me and bury me yet because of their unsolved curiosity. An