Pain Killer

I’ve built a very thick wall,

Put on a mask and wore suit of armor.

I’ve hided my heart, buried it in a really deep place I didn’t remember it existed.

Yet, still…those weren’t enough.

I’ve been getting knocked very hard, very hurt.

I’ve been getting smashed so many times I don’t know how to survive this battle.

Mom, I need a pain killer.

I need a pain killer to keep me sane,

I need a pain killer to light the solitude that haunts me every night.

Mom, I am injured.

I am injured pretty bad I don’t know how to survive this gamble.

I thought I’ve prepared but by the end of the day those scary things come and stay.

They won’t go away.